Pretty good day

Today we bought a house. We signed on the dotted line and now we wait for closing. I am beyond excited and I think that I am still doubting that it will actually happen. This process has been stressful and hard on us. Finding a house that we are both happy with is really difficult. Everyday I would pray that we would find something and I went to the temple to ask for help with patience. When we are finally moved in then I will be able to breathe and start life. 

The kids were pretty good today. I took them to the library. Sam is so cute during story time. He sits and listens for maybe 5 minutes. It is cute watching Jacob and Emma try to get him to listen. 

I worry that because my next children will not be close in age to these three, then I have done something wrong. But I truly   believe that I needed this time between Sam and the next baby to get my head and heart and desires where they need to be. I am a better mom then I was 3 years ago, even one month ago.